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Why am I Always so Critical of Myself?



Disclaimer: The information provided on this page is for educational and informational purposes only and does not constitute professional therapeutic advice, diagnosis, or treatment.


We've all heard that voice—the one that whispers (or shouts) in our heads when we miss a deadline, say the wrong thing in a conversation, or feel like we're falling short compared to others. It’s the voice that tells us we’re not successful enough, attractive enough, or deserving of happiness. This voice, often called the "inner critic," can feel like it’s on a mission to point out every flaw, especially when we’re trying to grow or take on new challenges.


But where does this inner critic come from, and why is it so loud? The answer often lies in the messages we absorbed growing up, especially from parents, caregivers, or other important figures in our lives. These early messages about what was “acceptable” and “not acceptable” helped shape our beliefs about ourselves. Over time, they evolved into the critical voice we now carry inside.


The Origins of the Inner Critic


As kids, we’re constantly influenced by how our caregivers react to us. Parents or guardians teach us what’s “okay” and “not okay” by rewarding behaviors they like (with praise, affection, or smiles) and discouraging behaviors they don’t (with disapproval, scolding, or withdrawal). This is a normal part of growing up—it’s how we learn to navigate the world and its social expectations.


But no one gets through childhood without moments of feeling rejected or “wrong.”  For example, when a parent says, “Stop crying; you’re being dramatic,” or when they ignore us after we spill something, it feels bigger than just a mistake. As kids, we’re hardwired to crave acceptance from those we rely on. When that acceptance is momentarily withdrawn, it can feel like a personal failing.


These moments of disapproval—whether through words, facial expressions, or actions—become deeply emotional experiences. Over time, the feelings of being “wrong” or “not enough” stick with us, leaving a mark that our inner critic later draws upon.


The Inner Critic as a Reflection of Early Messages


The inner critic is, in many ways, a mirror of the judgments and corrections we experienced as children. It reflects the moments when we felt like we didn’t measure up or when we were made to feel that our mistakes defined us.


When we make a mistake now—whether it’s sending an awkward text or falling short of a personal goal—our inner critic springs to life. Its voice often mimics the tone of the disapproval we felt in childhood, triggering the same feelings of shame or inadequacy.


How intense that voice feels often depends on the nature of our early experiences. If we grew up in an environment with relatively mild disapproval, the inner critic might be softer, chiming in occasionally. But for those who faced frequent or intense criticism—especially when it came with anger or emotional withdrawal—the inner critic can feel like a relentless presence, always ready to point out flaws.


Five Ways Early Experiences Shape the Inner Critic


Here are five key ways early experiences can shape how loud and harsh your inner critic becomes:

  1. Overreacting to Small Mistakes: When caregivers overreact to minor issues, it can make us feel like every mistake is a big deal. For example, if a parent gets visibly upset because a child accidentally leaves the milk out, the child learns to associate small slip-ups with feelings of shame. As adults, this can show up as perfectionism or being overly critical of ourselves for small errors.

  2. Equating Actions with Identity: Sometimes, instead of pointing out an action, a parent might make it personal. For instance, saying, “You’re so careless” when a child forgets something sends a different message than, “That was a careless mistake.” When kids hear these kinds of comments, they start to believe their mistakes define who they are, which fuels a harsh inner critic later in life.

  3. Constant Criticism: If criticism is a regular part of a child’s experience, it becomes their baseline. For example, if a parent frequently comments on how their child eats, talks, or looks, the child may internalize the idea that they’re constantly falling short. This constant negativity becomes the foundation of a critical inner voice.

  4. Mixed Signals: Inconsistent feedback can leave a child feeling unsure of themselves. For instance, if a parent praises them for being outgoing one day but criticizes them for being “too much” the next, it creates confusion. This uncertainty can make the inner critic especially self-doubting, always questioning what’s “right.”

  5. Criticism Paired with Anger or Withdrawal: The most painful criticism is often the kind that comes with emotional distance or rejection. For example, if a parent says, “I can’t deal with you right now” and walks away after the child makes a mistake, the child may internalize the belief that their worth is tied to being perfect. This kind of emotional wound can lead to a particularly harsh inner critic in adulthood.


Healing the Inner Critic


The first step to quieting your inner critic is recognizing where it comes from. That voice isn’t the truth about who you are—it’s a reflection of old messages you learned to survive in your environment. By becoming aware of the critic’s origins, you can start to challenge its harshness.


Here are some ways to work on quieting your inner critic:

  • Practice self-compassion: Talk to yourself the way you’d talk to a friend. When your inner critic is loud, ask yourself, “Would I say this to someone I care about?”

  • Separate behavior from identity: Remind yourself that making a mistake doesn’t make you a bad person—it’s just part of being human.

  • Reflect on the source: When your critic is especially harsh, ask, “Whose voice does this sound like?” Understanding where the critic came from can help you detach from it.


With time and practice, you can soften the voice of your inner critic and replace it with one that’s more encouraging. You are not your mistakes. You are not the disapproval you experienced as a child. You are enough, exactly as you are.


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